{"id":25204,"date":"2026-04-20T21:04:37","date_gmt":"2026-04-20T21:04:37","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/happyinthehills.com\/zentriathlete\/?p=25204"},"modified":"2026-04-20T21:09:21","modified_gmt":"2026-04-20T21:09:21","slug":"avuptbtsmaafokthm","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/happyinthehills.com\/zentriathlete\/2026\/04\/20\/avuptbtsmaafokthm\/","title":{"rendered":"A very unplanned post today – but the subject matter as a father of kiddos – this haunts me"},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t
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Charlize Theron - Retelling her lived experience - weapons\/violence as a 15 year old girl<\/h3>

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Walking through the Browning Museum in Ogden on Saturday, I felt the old muscle memory kick in. I grew up weapons\u2011aware, trained to understand what force actually does to a body. I pointed out a few pieces to my girls\u2014told them plainly that if one of those rounds ever found me, I\u2019d simply vanish. Their faces shifted. Fortnite had given them cartoon physics; the museum gave them the real thing. A few of the 250\u2011year celebration attendees nearby didn\u2019t quite know what to do with that moment – A father teaching his kids openly about topics so simlar to what Charlize is sharing in this video clip.<\/span><\/p>

But the craftsmanship pulled me in\u2014the way these tools were born out of cold, primitive conditions and still engineered with precision. It echoed the feeling I had walking the cemeteries around the D\u2011Day beaches, the American cemetery especially. That same quiet discipline, the reverence you only earn by living long enough to understand the stakes, settled on me again.<\/span><\/p>

And then, in the way life refuses to stay in one register, we went to see the Big Boy train.<\/span><\/p>

I want to believe we get better. But Friday marked twenty years since Columbine, and that anniversary sits in the room whether anyone names it or not. The weight is always there for the people who lived it, lost someone, or carry the trauma forward. Desmond Tutu\u2019s line keeps circling back: the mouse still feels the weight of the neutral elephant.<\/span><\/p>

I\u2019m grateful I was taught to hold weaponry with gravity, not bravado. That discipline shaped me, and I carry it my own way.<\/span><\/p>

Hearing Charlize share her story from her youth in South Africa surprised me\u2014but after Shreveport, I\u2019m grateful for the honesty. It\u2019s another reminder that the world leaves marks on all of us, and some people speak about it only when they\u2019re finally ready.<\/span><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Charlize Theron – Retelling her lived experience – weapons\/violence as a 15 year old girl As a Dad and ever observant – this hits hard Walking through the Browning Museum in Ogden on Saturday, I felt the old muscle memory […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":25162,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"nf_dc_page":"","_eb_attr":"","pagelayer_contact_templates":[],"_pagelayer_content":"","rs_blank_template":"","rs_page_bg_color":"","slide_template_v7":"","wprm-recipe-roundup-name":"","wprm-recipe-roundup-description":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[811,814,815,816],"tags":[825,826,828,831],"class_list":["post-25204","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-2026-check-ins","category-ads","category-sip","category-nd-fl","tag-tag-agency","tag-tag-discernment","tag-tag-reflections","tag-tag-fr"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/happyinthehills.com\/zentriathlete\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25204","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/happyinthehills.com\/zentriathlete\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/happyinthehills.com\/zentriathlete\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/happyinthehills.com\/zentriathlete\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/happyinthehills.com\/zentriathlete\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=25204"}],"version-history":[{"count":7,"href":"https:\/\/happyinthehills.com\/zentriathlete\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25204\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":25213,"href":"https:\/\/happyinthehills.com\/zentriathlete\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25204\/revisions\/25213"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/happyinthehills.com\/zentriathlete\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/25162"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/happyinthehills.com\/zentriathlete\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=25204"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/happyinthehills.com\/zentriathlete\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=25204"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/happyinthehills.com\/zentriathlete\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=25204"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}