{"id":7221,"date":"2018-01-11T18:07:00","date_gmt":"2018-01-11T18:07:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/2018-check-in-11-jan-looking-back-to-re-focus-moving-forward"},"modified":"2026-04-12T18:46:48","modified_gmt":"2026-04-12T18:46:48","slug":"2018-check-in-11-jan-looking-back-to-re-focus-moving-forward","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/happyinthehills.com\/zentriathlete\/2018\/01\/11\/2018-check-in-11-jan-looking-back-to-re-focus-moving-forward\/","title":{"rendered":"2018 \u2013 Check In \u2013 11 Jan \u2013 Looking back to Re-Focus &#038; moving forward"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align:left;\">\n<p style=\"text-align:left;\">\n<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:center;\">\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/shanelivingston.files.wordpress.com\/2018\/01\/be33e-21c560_d67b243c8faf4b74b4cad7a35f4c5adbmv2.jpg\"> <\/p>\n<p>Because I missed making this a Throwback Thursday post originally, I waited until a Thursday to post it!&nbsp; Here it goes.<\/p>\n<h3 style=\"text-align:left;\">Checkin\u2019 IN!!!<\/h3>\n<p>The photo above is from May 2016. I am realizing that having a father that is a photographer in this 70.3 Ironman event is priceless. This is just one of many captures and moments he caught this day. This is running away from&nbsp; transition #2.&nbsp; &nbsp;I was bitterly cold. It rained a good portion of the swim and bike. I wanted to just get after it before the turn around on the run. I felt invincible at this moment and time. I think this capture represents a lot of why I love triathlons for me.<\/p>\n<p>I had admittedly gotten lost in my weight, my psyche and the mundane corporate monotony.&nbsp; I woke up in 2013 while returning from my last business to to Strasbourg France. I had started running and spinning (haha what does that mean?).&nbsp; &nbsp;But while in the plane I looked down in First Class, I had reached 247 lbs and was an inch or so away from needed a belt extension.<\/p>\n<p>Wow, me! I was fat for me!!!<\/p>\n<p>Unhealthy and highly unfit. So, I set out to change. I recalled being about 9 years old or so watching channel 13 on a Saturday. It carried Wide World of Sports and I watched my first Ironman in Kona \u2013 highlights or events \u2013 it doesn\u2019t matter. It was mesmerizing. These fools, in-human athletes doing 3 sports over 140.6 miles. Ya, that\u2019s what I wanted to do.<\/p>\n<p>So, I got home, told Liz I\u2019m buying a bike, and I think Liz Livingston was supportive but wondering how foolish I was. And it was only just beginning of a change in me.&nbsp; It was not immediate.&nbsp; I stumbled quite a bit, in fact buying the bike took time and research and budgeting etc.&nbsp; I finally purchased a bike and then set out to participate in my first event.&nbsp; It was the <a href=\"https:\/\/zentriathlete.blogspot.com\/2014\/08\/2014-gran-fondo-and-experiences-riding.html\">Cache Valley Gran Fondo<\/a> in 2014.&nbsp; This was the event and I was going to ride 50 mile.&nbsp; Well, check the link for the story that became my first century ride.<\/p>\n<p>From that wrong turn, I reminded myself of who i was mentally and I had work to move forward to more physically.&nbsp; I convinced Liz to let me go for the Ironman in 2015.&nbsp; Here is a link to my<a href=\"https:\/\/zentriathlete.blogspot.com\/2017\/05\/2017-week-in-review-15-may-21-may.html\"> race reflections for each year<\/a> \u2013 hopefully you will see a trend and some growth too.&nbsp; The mentioned link shows the outcomes and also has individual links to each of the three years I have now participated and finished.<\/p>\n<p>I guess I have come a long way:<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/shanelivingston.files.wordpress.com\/2018\/01\/927c6-21c560_7dc7588a8dda4b4ab93fef9727061897mv2.jpg\"> The last week in France (August 2017) \u2013 Almost 247 lbs<img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/shanelivingston.files.wordpress.com\/2018\/01\/ef125-21c560_ff59b902ccf94f729f65514c49f2d559mv2.jpg\"> A few weeks before pic above (July 2013) \u2013 I am growingg!&nbsp;<img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/shanelivingston.files.wordpress.com\/2018\/01\/47b5e-21c560_77f675be6dc74b979c5f4dc8e9bc2b9emv2.jpg\"> Finally, Liz got me to have an awakening.<\/p>\n<p>So, here I sit with hindsight as my mentor.&nbsp; I need to re-focus.&nbsp; I stepped on the scale at 206 lbs today (last week of December).&nbsp; There are some life stresses that Liz and I are focused on for our family that is a bit disruptive.&nbsp; All is well, we just aren\u2019t stating exactly what opportunities and choices we are looking at.&nbsp; Our family is great.&nbsp; Dennis, Juniper and Astrid are keeping us honest and active.&nbsp; We truly have no idea what is going on, but we do our best.&nbsp; Our kids are alive, healthy and smile at least once a day ?<\/p>\n<p>UP until 2 weeks ago, I was on track to chase my recent stretch goals \u2013 Buffalo run \u2013 50 Mile distance. and the Bear \u2013 100 mile distance.&nbsp; Both are ultra running events.&nbsp; I must do a major re-calibration.&nbsp; I was talking to Liz and said that I think the thing I miss most about getting healthy and losing weight \u2013 I need to get back to 190-195 at least \u2013 is biking.&nbsp; While riding and spinning, I am able to get into Z2 and just burn fat.&nbsp; I can also target High Intensity in the saddle and get \u201cpurposed\u201d and focused needs accomplished.&nbsp; I feel that I have plateaued in running and now swimming is my maintenance \u2013 and I am starting to refocus on my purpose associated to swimming.&nbsp; I swam twice as much last year as any other year in this journey and I feel so much more at ease and confident about swimming. Running is strong too.&nbsp; But I logged more running miles than cycling last year and that is crazy.&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I feel that I have lost sight of my original intent of the post so I am going to finish with a series of photos of me that I think capture where I was, some of the transformation and where I am now.&nbsp; Have a great New Year folks and good luck.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/zentriathlete.blogspot.com\/2015\/12\/in-honor-of-transformation-tuesday.html\">Previous Transformation post \u2013 2016<\/a>&nbsp; \u2014&nbsp; A previous post about my transformation that is a relevant to this post.<\/p>\n<p>So here I sit Today in Jan 2018, on the 11th of January.&nbsp; I am 204 lbs.&nbsp; I am already down two lbs since starting this post and not getting it out for like 3 weeks \u2014 oops.&nbsp; I am ready to re-calibrate and recommit.&nbsp; I feel consistent but in a bit of a disruption, more to come about that soon, but suffice it to say \u2013 adulting, being a Dad and a Husband requires more of my attention, and that is great!&nbsp; I will still be ready for 2018 70.3 IM St George, and I think even more consistent progress should be seen.&nbsp; So, wherever folks are, just like me, remember to start where you are.&nbsp; I am not last year me, I have evolved so much, and I will become who I can soon enough.&nbsp; Patience and consistency will pay off.<\/p>\n<p>Watch out 4 D\u2019s I am coming after you:<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/shanelivingston.files.wordpress.com\/2018\/01\/dfd2f-21c560_43b7b6fe078b4b3281d4c979d43c632cmv2.png\"> The 4 D\u2019s \u2013 #Desire #Dedication #Determination #Discipline<\/p>\n<h3>Shane\u2019s Journey in Photos<\/h3>\n<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/shanelivingston.files.wordpress.com\/2018\/01\/a19c6-21c560_340cf55826e54df18f07c7bbd6335566mv2.jpg\"> 2007 spring\/Summer<img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/shanelivingston.files.wordpress.com\/2018\/01\/167e6-21c560_74728b755a514f5086a978c2f7521080mv2.jpg\"> 2008 spring\/Summer<img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/shanelivingston.files.wordpress.com\/2018\/01\/e86f7-21c560_60bae3cb04cd478eaffbbf39f1ba4edfmv2.jpg\"> April 2012<img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/shanelivingston.files.wordpress.com\/2018\/01\/63d1d-21c560_6cd78c926e324a25a1c293ff5ee214b5mv2.jpg\"> July 2012<img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/shanelivingston.files.wordpress.com\/2018\/01\/03443-21c560_b3556c98706e4ffcaef60974bd60efb7mv2.jpg\"> July 2012<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:center;\">\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/shanelivingston.files.wordpress.com\/2018\/01\/4bb04-21c560_dc4b27a5cb5348b0adc6f77780244c9dmv2.jpg\"> <img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/shanelivingston.files.wordpress.com\/2018\/01\/516bb-21c560_fd6607b1ddd44e8d9f971b4e6e0cd55amv2.jpg\"> May 2013<img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/shanelivingston.files.wordpress.com\/2018\/01\/f7f6f-21c560_c7519ee5632641fdbd26c23275f69cc3mv2.jpeg\"> July 2103<img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/shanelivingston.files.wordpress.com\/2018\/01\/36af0-21c560_72c19cbab8614377bf07d54c8adaa8ddmv2.jpg\"> July 2013 \u2013 Pre france trip<img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/shanelivingston.files.wordpress.com\/2018\/01\/b34e4-21c560_8b419c8efce14fccb4cd7ff87de758f1mv2.jpg\"> August 2103<img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/shanelivingston.files.wordpress.com\/2018\/01\/a35ac-21c560_55ef447858e0443abf69d44fc55d31e7mv2.jpg\"> August 2103<img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/shanelivingston.files.wordpress.com\/2018\/01\/13dce-21c560_a000ab2f82654d679c9f416a46a12536mv2.jpg\"> August 2103<img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/shanelivingston.files.wordpress.com\/2018\/01\/44211-21c560_259bc906e14046d9bc0eaa9ba04e0359mv2.jpg\"> May 2014<img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/shanelivingston.files.wordpress.com\/2018\/01\/771f8-21c560_f7b24db486db4ddbbf6945ab023b0253mv2.jpg\"> May 2014<img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/shanelivingston.files.wordpress.com\/2018\/01\/85268-21c560_53a0863094ec4be8803c693dd97bbb37mv2.jpg\"> October 2015<img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/shanelivingston.files.wordpress.com\/2018\/01\/30d41-21c560_159a863a58b34dca814f748e6ddb5a88mv2.jpg\"> 2016 \u2013 April<img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/shanelivingston.files.wordpress.com\/2018\/01\/204f0-21c560_0658d8beac9d472dbaf9bfff8bfb8ff4mv2.jpg\"> 2016 \u2013 MAY Clowning around pre-race day<img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/shanelivingston.files.wordpress.com\/2018\/01\/6ae62-21c560_e9331d7dec904610afe70a9eb57917d7mv2.jpg\"> 2016 \u2013 Day before event \u2013 MAY<img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/shanelivingston.files.wordpress.com\/2018\/01\/21530-21c560_655a1eb815f7437dbe074ef64b321bacmv2.jpg\"> 2016 \u2013 July \u2013 Anniversary Run \u2013 Discrete Peak<img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/shanelivingston.files.wordpress.com\/2018\/01\/11f43-21c560_35dcd6445cf74568b36a034e03acd6f8mv2.jpg\"> 2016 Aug<img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/shanelivingston.files.wordpress.com\/2018\/01\/2cf71-21c560_c83fdf3c0d4d424c985cc443f7c05a6bmv2.jpg\"> 2016 \u2013 JFk trains<img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/shanelivingston.files.wordpress.com\/2018\/01\/3c214-21c560_0493973654774d8fa91b1e858346286emv2.jpg\"> 2016 \u2013 SEPT<img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/shanelivingston.files.wordpress.com\/2018\/01\/d7c9e-21c560_94fc5a23dc754761830dacf590311592mv2.jpg\"> 2016 \u2013 Oct \u2013 San Francisco Coast<img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/shanelivingston.files.wordpress.com\/2018\/01\/c01e0-21c560_572b6da2bf904b6384c916370195b892mv2.png\"> 2017 \u2013 motivation<img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/shanelivingston.files.wordpress.com\/2018\/01\/de1c6-21c560_cfc1f80be51f4dc1a43a22ecbb6c1cacmv2.jpg\"> 2017 \u2013 corp headshot in SF<img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/shanelivingston.files.wordpress.com\/2018\/01\/a2019-21c560_fec200a9a3b44e69be6827ff077fc0bdmv2.png\"> May 2017 \u2013 Swim exit (sexy pink\/salmon head cap)<img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/shanelivingston.files.wordpress.com\/2018\/01\/8878f-21c560_9436e68bdef74525b80f9320a1543d76mv2.jpg\"> 2017 May \u2013 about halfway \u2013 bike (HILL)<img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/shanelivingston.files.wordpress.com\/2018\/01\/b4701-21c560_a981ae08d1fe4e73a08bb0706ac74629mv2.jpg\"> 2017 May \u2013 about halfway \u2013 bike<img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/shanelivingston.files.wordpress.com\/2018\/01\/49484-21c560_b9002230366849cc9ff541c4dc36b9aemv2.jpg\"> 2017 May \u2013 about halfway \u2013 bike<img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/shanelivingston.files.wordpress.com\/2018\/01\/8c35b-21c560_34a203329e6d4a69a561c7c3deb912c0mv2.jpg\"> 2017 May \u2013 PR Swim, PR Bike \u2013 about to come ALL undone<img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/shanelivingston.files.wordpress.com\/2018\/01\/6d982-21c560_58740ea1818c425683023212e7413909mv2.jpg\"> 2017 May \u2013&nbsp;Just leaving T2 after checking in with Liz<img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/shanelivingston.files.wordpress.com\/2018\/01\/564d9-21c560_bd505d594ac44664a16d5b14de8e7b29mv2.jpg\"> 2017 May \u2013&nbsp;Catching 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